it's not easy to keep something alive when most of time you are apart, it's getting difficult when one person is not really knowing what's going on. I am wondering whether that's the choice I made, yes, I guess, couple of months ago I knew I wanted this, no matter how hard it will be, I know I still want this, no matter how hard it will be.
it will be tough for both, especially for me, who has no patience at all. but the love from your heart can not be denied, I am holding on to it. there are days that you are jealous about others, days that you have tears sleeping at night, and days you feel extremely lonely, is that all worthy it? I would say, yeah, because that's someone I truly love!
